Tell me about [Friday March 19th | 11:48pm ] _postsecret_ [lemonsqueezy] [ mood | tired ] Anything! 166| sharp object.

[Thursday March 18th | 10:26pm ] teteypablo I had orientation today at school. I'm even more nervous about starting class Monday night D: Seven days until Derek gets here. I'm excited. I still hate my job. Manchester Orchestra tomorrow, yaaaay! Other than that everything is still the same. sharp object.

Hmm? [Wednesday March 10th | 12:08pm ] _postsecret_ [11blue] What's something you constantly think about, but never discuss with anyone aloud? 97| sharp object.

My favorite day! [Saturday March 13th | 1:08am ] _postsecret_ [lemonsqueezy] [ mood | sleepy ] Anything, if you please. 372| sharp object.

[Thursday March 11th | 10:51pm ] teteypablo So many things. Firstly, everything went relatively smooth with financial aid a couple of weeks ago. I start class March 22nd, and my orientation is March 18. I am so excited. And incredibly nervous. It's been so long since I've been in a school setting, I hope I don't panic. Or fail. That would be terrible. March 19 I have the Manchester Orchestra concert so that'll be fun :) I'm taking Alex and a few of her friends. Derek will be here March 26 so that's another thing I'm excited for. We need this week. It's very detrimental to this relationship. Things have been so up and down with us over this last month and a half. No one really knows what to do for now, I feel like I'm in limbo. I've loved people, but I don't think I've ever been so in love with a person in my entire life and it tears me apart when we fight and argue. We're doing a lot better lately but I think it's because we know we're only 2 weeks away from eachother. We both know there's a lot we need to talk about. And I don't know how everything will pan out but I'm crossing my fingers and hoping for the best. In a perfect world everything would be cupcakes and kisses but this world isn't perfect and people are heartbroken. I just wish he'd understand when I tell him I'm focusing on myself, on school, that he understands I'm not pushing him aside, or forgetting about him. I hope he understands when I say things are never certain and written in stone, that I don't mean I'm implying the worst. It just means, simply, that I'm trying to build a foundation for myself. A name for me, for Ashley Teter, because for once in my life, I will be able to look at my accomplishments and be proud of myself. Also, there's a chance I could be the manager of my store in the coming weeks. That's so up in the air but I've already assumed responsibility for my store since Kitty won't be around with her new job and all. A pay increase would be good. I'm so stressed out over money. My ridiculous cell phone bill is due the 25th, and I won't get paid until the 26th, so there's a real good chance my phone could be turned off if I don't pay it this week, and my car insurance is due before the 15th. I owe grandma $95 that she's pissed about, but, she's family so she's just going to have to get in line, and I have to buy Derek's plane ticket home and I'd like to have money set aside for when Derek is here since I'll be taking that week off from work. I'm just really, really overwhelmed right now. I just want to cry. I'm supposed to be off tomorrow but I don't know if I'll end up being off. I might ask Kitty if she wants the night off and I'll take her place just BECAUSE I need the hours. sdkmnfsanfjsdh. And that's all I have to say about that this evening. sharp object.

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